We got our itineraries today. Happily, the plan of masterclasses with Julliard instructors has gone the way of the dodo. It would have scared me shitless. Getting the itinerary was exciting - lots of touring, a midnight cruise after our concert (it ends at 2 am!), staying at the Grand Hyatt which is located right above Grand Central Station!
It makes my quarter of hell just about worth it. I have a 10 page paper due on Monday. 6 page paper (haven't started it) due on Tuesday. Another 6 page paper due on Thursday. Violin lesson Tuesday. Violin performance Thursday. And after all that, I have to write another paper before next Thursday, when we leave for NY, because it's due the day after we get back. I mean, that's just superhuman. I honestly don't know how I'm going to do it. I wish my violin teacher was a little more understanding, she snapped at me for not playing in the performance this Thursday: "I take it your schoolwork is more important." I mean, what am I supposed to do, not sleep or eat? Don't answer that.
So, oh my god, I better get cracking. But first, it is so odd how my appearance changes. Just a couple minutes ago, I looked in the mirror and thought "Hmm. I look relatively nice! Glittering eyes, glowing skin, nice smile." And yet this morning I looking in the mirror and thought "Oh holy crap. Pale, sickly skin, acne, big undereye circles, fat face... I look like a disaster!" What is up with that? Liz noticed it for herself, too... hmm, possibly the lighting. Hmm. But problem is I would like to look the way I do now when I go to school in the morning.
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