Worried!

Ahh... we don't sound so good. I thought we would be completely perfect right now. Strings are... ok, but we need to quiet down and not be so brash. Winds and brass... grr... out of tune sometimes, not coming in on time... I'm sure we'll get it together for next week but for tomorrow? I'm excited, but it would be nice to know it's going to go well, rather than hope it will. Maybe it's because I'm listening for every mistake? I know the 2nd violin part is easier than some of the others... but for the good news, Kathryn and Wynne are now our principals, instead of Sarah and Grace, and this is good - very very good. When I made a mean joke about Sarah my stand partner said "That's the first time I've heard you be mean about someone!" Hmm... I haven't revealed my true personality to her yet, I guess...

I think I'm going to write my final essay about murders and how they were covered in the press. I love reading about famous murders and trials but I have to finish it by Tuesday and I don't know if the library has any primary sources so that might not work out. lalalala.